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time erases all things.

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frm my previous post i said: liking someone sucks, its no fun being liked either. WELL, dis onli applies to cases whr the dude u like and the dude that likes you are not the same person. its sucks even more, when, they are best of friends. hooray.

i still cant get over the fact that its gone. BOOHOOHOOOHOOOO
yes only approx 37 more hrs to go before i see all my babes;)i can hardly wait! i've seen him ard..twice in the hols excluding those extra lessons. haha.. and i always wonder how i wld get by the hols w/o seeing him at the start of every hols. YAY. i survived! {like always

idreamtabt her.
ikept shouting and asking why did she do all those things to me. i really wanted an ans. and in my dream i was crying so badly. but she nv ansed my qns cus prob i dunno the ans so thats why in my dream no ans came out. and noe wad? she accused me of killing her sis when her sis is jus freaking standing there. she acty got the nerve to pounce on me screaming WHYDIDYOUKILLHER? before i acty slap her and ask WHYDIDYOUENJOYRUININGME?!? but too bad that was jus a dream. but mb i shd be glad its onli a dream cus i ended up crying INFRONT of her. yuk. sth i wld nv do! still.. only an ans frm her wld satisfy me. mb i'll ask her after the o's. add her on msn or sth. haish.. i noe i'd prob regret digging up the past.


i've only met her thrice ever since we left pri sch. and each time she nv fails remind me of wad a lowly being i was. jus a toy in her hands. sth that she played wif only when she bored. sth that she enjoys taking the mickey out of. i met her once during sec one. and twice dis yr. the effect she's got on me is still there. making me feel like how i always do wif her there. she's the queen and i am nth but a pathetic servant. i hate the way she makes me feel.. but she jus got the way to make me feel that way somehow. she dun even have to acknowledge me. jus her presence is enough to affect me.

the hatred is long gone leaving behind only one qns.. why? and i noe i wun wanna live my life wif dis qns mark.

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name's chuchu.
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