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time erases all things.

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i.hate.you.
IHATEYOU.
for all the things you do and all the things which u dun do. cus you only do things tht hurts me so much but nv things tht makes me happy. why. why?

i dun understand why ur attitude towards me is liddat. why? wad did i do? i'm jus so disappointed/angry wif you. duh, u managed to hurt me once again. i dun wana feel all these. nonono. i dun wanna experience the hatred then the hurt and pain once more, no, i dunwant. for i;ve lost count of how many times this same thing happened. &idunneedthepain to remind me i'm feeling. if i'd wanted tht i cld simply let the blade taste blood.

pls;

pls,

i'm pleading you. pls dun push me back into pit of dejection i had tried so hard to escape. insatiable i'm not. keep it balanced, thats all i'm asking for. dun break me&neitherwld i seek happiness frm you.


why. icldnt fathom.

i dun sound angry at all, do i? wad is happening to us, or rather there wasnt any "us" to start off wif. wad is happening to you and i? i'm nt even considering the i-like-you factor. jus as friends, why are we nt even able to maintain a simple friendship? all the past, do they really mean nth to you, at all? the letters and all. the "friends for life" u wrote to me? do u consider them as some foolish mistakes now? i ache, more than anyone wld ever noe. that feeling nv left me since the day u have the power to turn me into a wreck.

i am,

torn.

between shielding my heart frm all emotions i feel/but dun wanna feel and have a heart of stone that bans me frm any happy stuff, or,

continue to allow it to be scarred by ur words but keep it opened to all sorts of emotions. wad if one day, theres jus no more empty space for another of ur whiplash-like words to wound me?i wonder how much more of those stinging words the bruised organ can withstand. no wonder they say the heart is a very muscular and strong organ in the human body, its created tht way to endure all the torment it has to go through. so, wld u spare tht organ frm ur game?

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name's chuchu.
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