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time erases all things.

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i noe im not supposed to be here.
tmr's grad day. four yrs gone jus like tht. memories of sec one still fresh in mind and ta we're gna say gdbyes in no more than one mth. sec one everyone's diff frm now i think. first few weeks of sch my bag was tootingly high and ankle socks are sth alienic to me. then its like a slow transformation to the me now. hah.

still, reality prob only jus sank in tht we've not much chance of seeing each other anymore. many things cld hv shd hv been better. but those remained as cld hvs and shd hvs. who can say they hv totally no regrets abt ath? no more than a handful i think. my frens, ouch it hurts. jc life gna be real busy. which means there will be lil time for outings, saddening. will we drift if we're in diff jcs? i really pray tht we wld stay in contact. cus you all really do mean so much to me. all the times where you all stood by me, silently passed me a piece of tissue and jus letting me cry my heart out without a word, jus being by my side i noe you all care a lot for me. im sorry if ive ever taken you all for granted or brushed you off when you all tried to help. the pained look in your eyes when you saw wad i did to myself is times worse than the pain when i cut.

xin serene gy rabbit. altho we're in diff class we're still close at heart arent we? the kinda bond we share like how we can jus talk carefreely whenever we meet can nv be comparable. i noe i have all of you if i need someone to hold onto when im gna fall. each and everyone of you are special in a different way to me. will you hold onto me when you slip? i promise ill try my very best to be there for you and stand by you. there is dis saying in chi. it takes 500 yrs of glance to get a brush pass wif a person in dis life. so wad abt us, four yrs tgt? i think wer're really fortunate to be in each other's life, more than jus an acquaintance.


cherish.

1460 days in ahs left me with the true meaning of dis word deeply etched in my mind. and of course the music youll hv to face if you ignore it--regrets, regrets and only more regrets. when you hv sth, hold on to it tight, grip it like itll spread its wings and bid adios to you any moment, if not you'll surely lose it and there goes i cld hv we shd hv he cld hv she shd hv again. all these wld only be a waste of saliva by then. alas, we being human wld nv learn to treasure unless we've experienced the heartache of losing sth, isnt it so? if you're one of those lucky peeps tht nv experienced such problems, go count ur blessings and pray tht it'll always stay tht way.


taa i can finally blog like last time. ha. noticed tht my few previous post are like ultra super short? yea, and dis post proves tht my blogging ability is back. hoho.and the above i present to you all, my grad day speech. its abt time a few more seconds to go.

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DOOOOOOOONG. its midnight. and no, in case youre wundering, my coach did not become a big fat pumpkin! haha. alrite thts lame.

goodday to all.

goodnite for me. yawnsss....

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