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Thursday, January 18, 2007
6:50 AM DIS IS GNA BE ONE RANDOM POST. .. iforgot.ahh.waitwaitlemmethink. grls in cheerleading are jus nt my type la. feel so qi guai thr.sigh.hv to lose 2 kg to be a flyer.how ma fan. hv to gain a few more kg to be a base. how stupid. hv to grow a manymany more cm to be a loader. how impossible. and thus im dropping it. CSC rawks!!! woohooo but yknow wad. im like the youngest thr la. most born in 89 or 88 de. the only lesson whr i can speak CHINESE. bio is some alien thing to me now. golgi body endorecticulum messenger RNA lysosomes cisternae and the list jus seems endless. ohwell. thr goes my poor brain cells. being in a super eng sch without a christian name or a very cliche chinese name is pure nightmare. am currently facing some serious pronounciation crisis. dun they noe tht chuchu is diff frm choochoo? rah. i go in a lecture. tk out all the notes. start copying wtv thts supposed to be copied. bell ring. lecture end. go out. and dun understand a single thing of wads supposed to get inside my brain for the past hr. crap. i jus sneezed. and due to the torturous session of cheerleading ytd my body's aching all over. my most common convo starter is, so, are u gna stay in sa? and its damn boring la! wa piang. havent had dis kinda so fu qian convo for yrs alr. wads the pt la. getting up at 520 every morning is hellish. my cg only gt ONE sgp chinese guy. /shakes head/ sa the mixed rice is really cannot make it la. aline say her fren say she saw an albino cockroach crawling thr. oh my shang di!! diediedie. mus stop procrastinating le. still got a 30 slide powerpt to pia in less than a weeks time. in CHINESE. die.i type chinese at the speed of a ah ma caterpillar strolling. why u all all think i look very guai(1)? imiss tan lao shi!!!!!!!!! kinda sad i dun click wif my og. nt their fault definitely. cus im the one tht left them first. no affinity ba. but they are nice ppl la, i think.if anyone frm og27 happens to be reading dis. im sorry.. dis guy frm my og said sth tht some wad made me feel damn guilty. he said why our og always dun hv you one? abt the og outing, i really intended to go and meant it when i said im gg. budden i sick so if sit in cinema for so long sure cannot make it one. so sorry bout tht too. okay enough of randomness. ahahaha.went out wif my grlfrens!! RABBITwhen are u coming out wif us??!took neos!! wooohoooo! gna do tht often(: last time we always like to say " dun miss me too much" when we go home and the others wld laugh. but .. now if we say tht. i think noone wld laugh anymore. hais. wei shen me wo you mei hao hao zhen xi ni men? look at the time. tmr sure kena panda eyes one. i dun wanna be the bubblegum stuck on yr shoe. will u all ever find me a burden? find me too clingy? i can laugh and joke wif u guys. but im really unsure whether i can confide in u all. i want to be stop being treated like a lil grl. i noe im slow at times. i now im nt a clown tht can entertain ppl and make them laugh. but.. being wif u all really makes me feel inferior some times. its really obvious when u all fu yan me. and whole day gimme tht kind of diao-ed look. u all make me feel like some small kid trying to catch up or follow behind a bunch of adults. i hope when one day u all find me fan, u all will tell me. i wun stick ard de. wo hui zi dong xiao shi. crap man. i hv to wake up in four plus hrs time. CYA! |
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