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time erases all things.

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its happening all over again. the loyang feeling is freaking me.

so lonely

nobody

. right?

, right?

/ right?



wrong.


imissimissimissimissimiss-


wo fa xian wo zai xuan zao ni de ti dai pin.


i am from anglican high school(:

frm pri sch to ahs thrs nth for me to expect cus i was a loner in pri sch. so frens were kinda a present to me not sth expected. but frm ahs to sa everythings changed. i hv expectations. i want to make frens but i din or mb i dunno how to. i think my og thinks im dao or antisocial or sth. im not la. jus tht i dunno how to smile and chat wif strangers so i walk ard with tht sian face.


disco nite cld hv been fun. but i was really feeling so so so empty inside. its like im thr jumping cheering with hundreds of ppl but yet it felt so tho i was all alone. at some pt of time i jus felt like leaving the sch of hiding in the toilet till it ends. yeah so wad if i seemed to be hving fun. its jus ath stupid facade a failed attempt trying to blend in wif the rest.


saw dis on drey and serene's blog. shall do it too.


IMISS.
imisswalking up the hill everymorning.
imisssleeping during physics.
imisscrapping wif drey and moo.
imissbeing irritated by dory.
imissbeing pestered by ppl to go toilet.
imissgeraldine'sCHU and COYS
imissnot caring abt wad others think and act retarded wif them.
imissseeing rabbit and shouting RABBIT!
imissrabbit clinging onto my hand.
imissxz!and how he always freaks me out by staring at me.
imissmiss chan's DO YOU ALL UNDERSTANDs?
imisswalking along the corridoors and running away frm mr chua
imissPIAING FOR OLEVELS.
imissmoo's tehing.
imissdrey laughing over nth at all!
imissbeing diaoed by daryl.
imissseeing ppl and my frens and waving to them so enthuly.
imisssmiling and being so happy all they long.

im scared. im veryvery scared.

hello stranger(:



name's chuchu.
that's all you need to know if you're on a need to know basis(:



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