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time erases all things.

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i dno why but im really envious of them. loll. mb im yearning for tht too. haha. afterall feb is supposed to be the mth of love. everyone longs to be loved, no? i noe who's my angel so thrs no more anticipation. boo.


why issit so hard for ppl to be more sensitive? or am i asking for too much? the way u say those nasty things rite before me. i dno how are u expecting me to react. so i jus chose to pretend tht i din hear. i treat u as me fren. but i dno if u do too. i dun even noe whether u are one. i cld hv rebutted but no i din, cus u wun care. and its nt the first time. its getting so tiring.


i wasnt like dis. i din used to shut down when im with strangers. nt so much anw. but sa closed me. funny tho the way ppl expected sa to open me. thrs nth wrong with my class. its jus me. i feel so friggin insecure. sa made me treasure time when im alone much more. i rather be by myself, enjoy the quietness ard me whr noone wld judge me than be among throngs of ppl but yet cldnt really feel their presence. u get me? loll. utter crap.


was bloghopping. and im truly stunned how words wld affect me so much esp when tht din even happen to me! its jus tht seeing the way it pained her so, i felt-ouch. and tru the words i cld literally see it happening. almost as if i cld feel her sufferings. as tho im so clse to her when in actual fact i hardly noe her. but anyhow, wad ahppened alr happened. its the past and we simply cant undo ath. all we can do is walk out of it ba.


and i thot O's over and the worst is over. but i cannot be more wrong. i slept at 12 last nite. woke up dno how many times in between all thx to the upcoming horror friday. i jus kept dreaming abt it and how i always get 11pters. urgh. and the freakiest thing was even when i knew i was dreaming i cld frigging feel my stomach doing its usual flip flop! like how i feel before the pepsi starts spinning. so truout the whole nite my stomach flip flopped non stop. talk abt a gd way to torture me man. loll. and during 1andhalf hr of bio prac we had to squint our eyes looking into the microscope. and i tell you aft tht everyone was complaining tht eyes muscle ache can! damn funny la. i felt cross eyed x_x



im still alrite (:,
tc and stay happy.


anyway anyhow..

ALL THE BEST TO ALL FOR THE O'S RESULTS!
GOD BLESS!

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