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time erases all things.

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its rly hard for ppl to be close again aft a relationship, isnt it? its rather saddening tho if u ask me. getting into a r/s is a risk. ure risking all the close frenship and bond uve forged. cus once the r/s goes wrong thr goes the frenship.


i dno. many regrets on my part. but i dun possess a time turner. so wads done, done. its monday again tmr. the start of another.. week. nth to look forward to this wk tho. hmmm. &everyones changing. too fast. i feel like im lagging behind stuck and trapped by.. myself. not allowing myself to change and adapt to sa. cus i didnt want to. cus i noe ppl doesnt want me to become the typical sa type. my faith's getting stronger but other than tht everything else seems to be fading away. &i wonder im trying so hard to stay the same, am i acty losing myself instead?

There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid
I thought I had reached the end.
Skimming thru my previous diaries,
I realised that your name
had always been appearing in almost every entry that I,
be it during my downfall or happy moments.
Your significance was so intense that when you left,
my life was like a boat that capsised
and drowned me in a deep blue sea.
You soon became a shadow
that followed me everywhere I go.
But now, at last, it's over
I ve found my own sky and
I no longer am the hapless girl
who lied down waiting for one day..
one day when you turn back to me.
But I am made of more than my yesterdays.
This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I cant believe the love I see.
My fear is behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.
Thanks Dear,
for everything that you ve taught me.
Now,
I'm going to move on without you
Thank you for the wings that you once gave me
and for you,
I will give you my best regard
we will always be friends, remember that
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.


i wish i wish..

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