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time erases all things.

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sometimes, some of your childhood fears fade away as you grow older. for me, im no longer as fearful of darkness and thunder as i used t be. but thr are some fears tht are destined t stick with you for life. like for instance lizard-phobia and vomit-phobia. its doesnt seem t be getting any bettre! at least th lizard thing is more understandable, i just shriek when i see one. but th latter, arghh. i cannot see/hear/smell th process of it. which is veryvery bad cus whn someone close t you gets sick, you cant even take care of them, such a lousy friend no?): then i get all guilty.

okay im super lazy t go out nowadays. i wasnt even tempted by a up to 70% sale for The Body Shop at suntec which is really convenient frm sa. but then, i dont feel very stressed either. on the contrary, i feel quite carefree. hahahahah. just about everything is changing. hmm change is the only constant? loll.

/one hr later../
im very upset now cus my show doesnt seem t be loading! why?? isnt it time t reward myself w abit of show after studying on a friday night? grrrr. ah heck. oh today sth quite funny happened. we were in the cc waiting for econs lect th start and we were just talking abt very random stuff so i said
"oh someone said that *CENSORED* and I very compatible lo"
then before anyone cld say anything /you know thrs always a piano hidden at the backstage? yeah so anyway/ someone played the very classical wedding march tune. hahahahahha nice timing. okay im feeling hungry now.

omg this whole post is poppycock! why did i even blog today?? tht sounded quite bimbotic, which im NOT. somehow, i seem t be losing myself. &losing my faith. not in Him, no. hmm sokay, even if things cant work out, i'll just...............................................................idk. argh. i cant go on like tht. &you know why issit always " I, I and more I?" its not becus im obscenely obsessed w myself or sth. but more like I HAVE NO FRICKIN IDEA OF WHATS GOING THROUGH YOUR HEAD. im no mind reader yknow. sigh. sokaysokay, we still hv time, 8more months of speculations eh. sounds just like my kinda fun whoopeedoo.


on th papers: "we have to make them(China) realise and regret their choice of organising the Games" from some shitbag(who thinks he is some big shot, okay SO WHAT you bloody piece of shit) i dont want his name t contaminate my blog.

wtf? frm the way he said it you'd think tht China went ahead w organising th Games with zero support frm th rest of th world and other countries are just coerced into joining the Games. hv they forgotten tht China was voted and chosen after manymany rounds of eliminations?


mabel chia said tht grls hving four letter word verbal diarrhoea are appalling, alright.
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note to self: remember t include the miracle baby who survived th car crash in my prayer ltr. SO POOR THING LAH! 2months old only..sobs..D:






my stomach is digesting itself.

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